cradle me, i'll cradle you, i'll win your heart with a woop-a-woo

daytrip picnic rosé cigarrettes straight-from-the-oven-baguette cards white legs canon powershot A560

i'm not a boy, but i'm not accustomed to this, you make me shy, i feel the sweet from your breath

today edwin takes me to his summerplace. and right now there is a finnish couchsurfer making pancakes for us for breakfeast. we'll eat them with banana and chocolate.

mother, please make my decisions like you once did, this time I won’t pester you about it, i’ll surrender

people give me work and money they depend on me now, if they only knew how thin the ice they walk on is





mother, these streets
are too cold for me
i’m standing by your door
a plant under each arm,
let me move back in


i love miss need her so much.

SALMONASPARAGUSPASTA

sometimes i cook. seldom though, but sometimes anyhow. and i am a good cook.

you will need:

your favourite pasta. mine is farfalle. butterflies. so cute, happifying.

salmon.

that asparagus.

cream?

garlic + spices of your choice. i went for salt, black peppar, lemon peppar, thyme, basil.

LOADS of parmigiano reggiano!

let the salmon defrost over the day. put the pasta cooking, then chop asparagus, on a pan fry with garlic and some olive oil, then in with salmon, then cream and spices and mix with the pasta. then add loads of parmigiano-reggiano on it! lazy dish for monday evenings.

all eyes turn hollow from the work of sorrow

youcam, facial mask, fuckloads of freetime. today i want nothing more but to be with her.

road to joy

!!

haven't you heard? i am a flightless bird.

i am a liar, feeding facts to a false fire





three consecutive good thursdays:
week 14: bought soil with edwin and planted plants. the purpurvinda is called simone de beauvoir.
week 15: late evening walk with edwin from östermalm to kungsholmen to norr mälarstrand to dream of living in a boat. on one of the mailboxes the name was Felicia A. Skum.
week 16: lovely julia sarkasm for fika. then free beer at the weekday party. throw up, smoke fags, cry, kiss.