scan the skies for signs of heaven heaven, what use is heaven for you? spend your time instead spend your time with us, us

sometimes you go on spontaneous visits through a jungle.
like i did on monday.
like i will today.

Mother, i missed you, am i goodlooking?
Linda, i am trying to reach you but i don't have any money in my phone.
Aleksi, i think you are dissing me but that's okay cause i don't really care enough for our friendship.
Nea, i am going to come to your graduation celebration, without a gift though. You were my best friend once upon a time.

now i got a VCR, if we put our hearts in twenty thousand tiny jars they'd never leave their homes, we can get along we can get along

breakfast is my favourite meal of the day.
and it is even better if it is accompanied by eddie izzard.

the tragedy starts from the very first spark, losing your mind for the sake of your heart

see MSTRKRFT tomorrow and be completely broke or have some money and do nothing with it? this decision is too difficult to make huh.

today it's been real rainy and i've been eating much müsli and drinking much green tea. we also made shelters with the kiddos so we could hide from the rain and responsibilities. (though i must let you know that the three of us did run in the rain a little)

ja ne kysyy mikä mulla on kaulassa, en mene hämilleni sillä tiedän että parissa päivässä se on poissa yhtä varmasti kuin sä

mutta päivän tai kaksi annan kaikkien luulla sua mun rakastajaksi.













































































































































































i found myself watching this film. it was so lovely that i thought that you should see it too.

päivä on upea teen piruetin se on totta lasikaupan edessä kompastun sinuun lähden kahville

emma made some applepie for me and even though the applepie was so fail, the company sure wasn't.

today we're gonna see scandinavian music group @ Tavastia. happyhappyhappy.

Also, in Finland they say that if today (on "helatorstai") you don't have a lover then you won't have a lover all year. I am going to make sure to keep them all potential lovers far far away.

i've got this friend who sounds just like him, now he's the man i'd leave you for, the man that i just adore like you

vahinkolaukaus.

in the middle of the summer i'm not sleeping cold wind blowing, in the middle of the night they try to find me but i'm still driving

and if they ever find me tell the papers cold wind, cold wind, cold cold wind blowing, cold wind blowing, cold wind blowing, cold wind blowing, cold wind blowing.

i'm so sick and tired trying to change your mind when it's so easy to disconnect mine. high times.

(go kohina and pixels<3)

your favourite sad songs?

and i was strong strong in the sun i thought i'd see when day is done now i'm weaker than the palest blue oh so weak in this need for you

and i quoted this song just because i know how much you adore these lyrics. last verse is my favourite. but that's probably obvious.


largest second hand market in finland, sunshine, picnic, wine, grapes, baguette, cheese, bubbles, cooking, films, sleeping, pancakes for breakfast. cosyness ok.

i fell into the street, poison in my veins, clamber to my feet and into the night again

long time no update. nicolina was here and messed up my life wonderfully, then i went to eskilstuna to mess it up even more. not always that wonderfully.

spring is breaking my heart. beauty and happiness often do.

and i do believe it's true that there are roads left in both of our shoes

oh how this weather is striking right to the bones and it feels like my skin and mind haven't felt this warmth for a decade!

favourites:
spring. walking. nicolina. tootsie. tootsie-memories, walking around eskilstuna, me playing with a camera, her singing polish songs.
I am so well now.
Tonight going to meet up with Emma and design a jacket for her! Wish it was summer already so that two could do it outdoors accompanied by a bottle of red wine.

paraparapapaaaparapapapapapaaaparapappapapapapaaaraparapaaa

wind in the wires it's the sigh of wild electricity i'm on the edge of a cliff surpassing comfort and security

my insecurities were smacked at my face that evening standing in front of that café deciding not to walk in.

deep in this dream i let the compass keep spinning

spring
here
now
please

what is this crystalline water ice doing on the ground when summer is arriving tomorrow at least if one is to believe the clocks.

my hands hidden under my cheeks i think about my day today and yesterday

a walk around the house using photography as an excuse but really getting rid of all evidence of the things you don't want them to know about.

mr muscle, gazing boredly and he checking time did punch me and i sighed and bleeded like a windfall, happy bleedy happy bruisy

self-portraits.



antony and the johnsons was amazing. several times during the concert i found myself standing there and thinking "that's antony hegarty that's antony hegarty" and it felt so surreal that i felt detached from reality.
during the encore i broke into tears as he started playing cripple and the starfish.
the last "encore" was so amusing, antony is so sympathetic. he improvised on the piano and started singing in an odd way that sounded like he was opening his voice and then he divided the audience into two sides: "pom pom pom poooooooo" (low) and "iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiu iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiu" (very high, sounded like a dying dog). Couldn't undress that silly smile off my face.

It was probably the best concert of my life. Thank you Tarleena.