6/08/2009

so i was the lucky one, reading letters not writing them, taking pictures of anyone i know

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i feel bad about everything* and i have few thoughts of my own.


* =
- future and all of it's possibilities that seems so exciting that i can only feel bad about it because it scares me
- books and music and films because i don't indulge (probably a wrong word but i just can't find the right one so i'll settle with this one) them in great amounts and that makes me feel so uncultivated
- kids, pancakes, west side story, romances, giving your phone number written on a match box to a stranger that asked you to dance and didn't taste good at all and who told you his name though you weren't interested in hearing it, clothes, hair, skin, sleeping, walking, summer, rooftops, lotion, showers, mirrors, bruises, bruising.

because these are even nice things but i manage to stress about each one of them in one way or another. today indeed i manage to feel bad about everything everything. i'll get a grip of myself tomorrow or next year.

4 kommentarer:

puhr sa...

hope that today is a better day and that tomorrow is as well. <3

Sanna sa...

those days are baaaed. ):
jag håller med puhr och hoppas today is better indeed. And one is still young so one har many years på sig att get a grip both of herself and the future yes <3

Blondinbello sa...

svar: I was at Topshop and Sofi Fahrman was there and they were giving alcohol and I got a bit too much... at Topshop...

Blondinbello sa...

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