i look at myself and it's so plain to see, all i need is to change, not too much, i still want to be me, everyone looks the same

why aren't i one of these interesting people
who's always got something to say
to not be contrived and to feel so alive
and to never have wasted a day
to go for long walks and have well-informed talks
in an unconfrontational way


virtually impossible to update this blog because the internet does not work in my computer where all the photos are and because usb-portals are broken so i can't transfer them into this computer and because this computer doesn't burn cd's. gah. i feel so crippled.