jag har köpt varje nummer Elle sen 96 men det som fortfarande gäller är vacker och lycklig och just nu kjol med särskilda veck

wippee!!
(otherwise i've just been busy)

det är kallt nästan höst nu jag går runt ditt kvarter

today i received a huge package as post, it is among my favourite things in life. other favourites today would be:
- books that fit into the pocket of my jacket (t.ex. "jag behöver dig mer än jag älskar dig och jag älskar dig så himla mycket" and "doktor glas" and "naiv.super")
- mumin
- toastbread with blueberry jam
- board games + tea

unfavourites of today:
- to be the left over when the class is supposed to form groups for a project
- texas. all of it, especially the people.
- powder with glitter
- missing calls
- low selfesteem

about friends and boats and forgetting. mainly just about forgetting.

i make lists, i like lists.
last list was a list of stupid things in life and it included for example missing a boat/train/plane and going to a store and realizing at the cashier you don't have your bankcard with you. but today i have to add: disappearing people. (people that you used to be even very close to and they just float away and you remain feeling friendless, then enjoy wallowing as a hermit and feeling oh-so-miserable in the good way because in the evening you get lots of confirmation messages from even not so very close friends.)